i will post here because i am not feeling up to making a journal.

Things about me:
1. i draw with my left hand but i write mostly with my right hand now (habit from injury).
2. i can also draw with both hands, but i prefer left because it's faster.
3. out cats are siblings but they hate each other.
4. i like miniature painting, martial art, music, and exercise.
5. it's spring time here, and i am up to my armpits in baby animals.
6. i find it difficult to make and keep friends.
7. i ended up in a high speed pursuit of a mobility scooter on my full license test.
8. i've only ever been in 2 relationships.
9. cloud the art zombie is a nickname given to me by one of my high school mates.
10. i LOVE bugs and other creepy crawlies (as well as the rest of nature).
11. my dream pets are either extinct or extremely venomous (and illegal in my country). 
12. right now my cat has decided to be my mustache.
13. i've grown up a lot over the past few months but i'm still largely immature for my age.

Questions for me:
1. What's your favorite anime style? (Shoujo, Shonem.. etc)
   i don't really have one, but i tend to lean more towards shoujo

2. Are you studying?
   no.  i finished this year. 
                                               
3. The music you are listening in looping now.
   united we dance (soundtrack mix) 

4. Are you think to be a cosplayer some day? If you already did it, post a pic here.
   i have but i am too embarrassed by it to show.  i want to make better quality in the future.

5. Crush or senpai?
   crush.

6. Believe in Akai Ito and destiny...?
   yes, but i also believe that it is us who change and make our destiny as well.

7. What you do if you wake up as your opposite sex?
   i'd be curious about my new body but it wouldn't bother me very much.

8. Do you think Kurama prefer boys, girls or both? Shipping with a Yu Yu Hakusho char. or not?
    i have no idea

9. Want to make an exchange for another country?
   yes i would, but only for a short time.

10. You make more digital or tradicional arts?
    mostly digital but i do a lot of traditional sketching.

11. Have OCs? How is your favorite?
    too many and i love them all.

12. Are you ok?
    not really but getting better. 

13. I need some friendly words... can you tell me?  thanks, whatever... #badtimes 
    take it slow, take it easy.  one step at a time, one hour or maybe even one second on the bad days.  focus on yourself, surround yourself with the things and people you love but remember it's ok to feel feel sad, just don't make a habit of it.  finally remember, no matter how black life feels right now there IS always a light  and you will make it through.  this is only a small moment in your life and you are not alone.  don't let it define you. i am here if you need cheering up or a shoulder to cry on